B.ELLA

2010-04-29T05:33:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I really can’t understand this.

I thought only boyfriends never last but friends do.

Perhaps, I was wrong...

Good friends step in while others steps out.

Good friends care while other doesn’t bother.

Good friends comfort during one feels disappointed

But not by disappointing them & doing the opposite.

Yes, things happen.

Life is like this. But I just can’t accept this.

I’m just far too disappointed….

All the memories just let me felt this way…

Disappointing is the only word I could describe.

Totally Speechless.

I really don’t know is it worth it to do all this.

It really doubts me a lot!!

When will you just start to understand the feelings?

It’s hurt!! It’s really does... it do matters…

Lastly, I seriously doubt your words a lot ….

There’s so much I didn’t say...

In fact it’s just too much…

2010-04-18T03:06:00.000-07:00

HardCore StudyTime:(

7.30am rise & shine

8am breakfast

8.30am charge

9-10.15 studytime

10.15-1030 Break

10.30-12 study time

12pm lunch

12.30-2 rest

2-3.15 studytime

3.15-3.45 break

3.45-4.30 study time

4.30-5 outdoor games

5-6 dinner

6.30-7.30 rest

7.30-8 QT

8-10 Study time ( solid 2hr)

10-11 tv

11.30 lights off

2009-12-06T08:15:00.000-08:00

hey guys...it has been really a long time since i last updated this Dead blogggg....
after so much things happening...&finally,i've got my Homeleave man...(sat 9am-mon 9am)
it has been like 8month since i last go home....
heres a summary of my 2 days of homeleave......
Sat met Meihui @ about 2plus,then went to bugis walk walk.... window shopping....
nothing much intrest us nahhs,so didn't buy anything....
then went to take neoprints...hahahas.....
walk everywhr & then go eat mac luhs...eat le meihui went to mit her friends
&& i went to mit colleen at otram thr...about 8 sit cab home...
Today woke up early in the morning & went to church at tampines with mum...
about 10plus met colleen&&meihui at tampines mall...
wahhhs,they cab down siol...bought a sunglasses while waiting for them...
go watch movie-2012..
omfg,the movie damn scary cann...i think me and meihui is the only 2 shouting in the cinema luhs....
when buying tickets,we do something real retard...
we paid for the ticket,&& guess what,,
we just walk off without taking the ticket...dumb yeahhs...*laughs**
then after movie so shopping....
tireddd siollllll moring till night lehh...
i bought this cute care bear...hahahahassss.ilovecarebear^^
about 7plus me&meihui took mrt back luhhs...colleen left at about 4plus i think...
sian lahhs,tomorrow needa go out again,,
think next sat then can update yeahhsss....

DayOutWithChocolate
Tampines One

Reflectionssss

after the showwww

Bella,Colleen&Meihui's Movie ticket...2012

Sunday Morning Breakfast with Mum..

Mit Colleen BB

kids arcade xD

Bugis Toliet:))

NEOPRINTSSSSS<33

To SomeOne Special(you know who you are)

well,i don't think you'll be able to see this...

but i hope you will,very soon...

i wonder how are yous,i wonder are you coping well there?

i miss you so much,,come back soon alright??

how i wish i can be by your side now && assure you that

i really am waiting for yous<33

you've got 11more days only...

i really hope to see you soon.

2009-10-11T02:32:00.000-07:00

To the foolishh idiot out there^^
lols..^^
heyyss...this few days seems better,do you think so?
is good that your exams are over..i am still having my study time cann.... wth?
humphhhh...imissyou lahhs... someone out there thought that the previous post i wrote is for him...hahaha!~
but you know,its for you...
Anywayy,takecare of yourself uhh,this few days weather is like HELL..
don't be like me horhhh,sick lerhhsss,,exam sure affect dao...haisssT.T
so,you are going school next wednesday right? if i'm not wrong?
whatever it is,you know i love you&i'll never give up...
&& you know something,the 2 letter i wrote for you just simpliy 'ton' in your locker for 4days..OMGs,luckily i remind you...
haishhhT>T that was really sad...
you didn't even notice there is something else inside other than your favorite food!!~
hahahassss...hungry ghost^^

imissyou;iloveyou.so muchhhhh...
Remember our fairytale love;Over forever love story...
you'll never ever be replace!!<33
WOAINIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

2009-10-11T02:15:00.000-07:00

A BIG BIG HELLOS to everyone ...
lols^^it has been a week yeahh,since i last updated...
humphhhh...
Alright,lets start with monday..
i've got my english paper 1&2,goshh!!~ i really doubt i will pass luhhh..haishhT.T
then as usual tues-thur normal lesson & Friday was my History&Maths paper 1..
And you know what,i didn't manage to complete all my papersssss...that was really badddd!!~
Than yesturday was a "study day", i just spend my whole day studying for my science & thinking of what to do with my art!!!~ohhhssss..
& of cause,today wasn't a good day lahhs. i've got this bad sore throat&flu...
sniffffffffff!!!~making me so giddy...but still,,hahasss,,i updated my bloggieessss...
today i've just got this real bad news...
i just simpliy don't know when then i'll get my homeleave...
it has been like 7month i last get my homeleave cann... wth??!~
i am indeed dying soon...
i really wonder how will tonight be like.... && i really hope my sorethroat&flu will recover soon... i'm suffering mannn....T.T
Hahas.tomorrow no school.. really wish tomorrow will be a better dayy...

my AIAI is discharging soon,,,ohhhmyyy,,i'am gonna miss her...don naughty kkayyyssss!!~
thats all for the moment bahhs...
next week zai update...

IMISSMYFRIENDSSSSS<33

2009-10-03T22:16:00.000-07:00

Hey guyssssss....
i am backkkk...
sorry for not replying any taggies & living my blog dead...
i wasn't free for the period of time till now,
so thats why i am back here start posting again..
&making sure that my blog will stay ALIVEEEEE....
LOLs^^
Thing happened & everything is now changing,,,
at the same time,perharps,i am changing too...
everythings wasn't going smoothly...
facing obsticle&trying to overcome it......
OhhhMyyyy....
i am so tired sometimessss.....don't even know that am i really able to overcome everything...

To someone(i suppose that you'll know)
Sometimes,i really don't understand this....
We do love each other ,but why can't we be together?....
i really wonder... & sometimes,i do doubt your wordsss......
Am i really suitable to you???
Quralls after quralls...when will it end??
i am getting tired,infact,i am.
don't you???or even,, won't you???
i will really pray for everything to end soon...
if you find out that you are gonna back out now,
maybe,its better...for you&me?.
its your choice....
To you,,,i may be childish?i may be unreasonable?i don't know...
But this is who i am&i won't change for anyone...
please do takecare...
i wonder if you would see this...
but let me tell you this,,
what i said before is all true&i do meant what i say....
is not too late to back out now than later...atleast it won't hurt me that much...
please don't be too late.....

2009-06-27T23:13:00.000-07:00

hey guys...
sorry for not updating for a month:( i wasnt able to use computer....
once i have homeleave,i'll contact you guys nn update everything okk...

Specially For You...(i hope you'll see this)
things happen so suddenly,our relationship has ended...240109-310509.
At dhe moment i still cant let you go...
but i promise i will give up soon alright???
i hope you can find your happiness that i cant give you ok??
stay with her forever,i wish you all dhe best...
i didn blame you at all,its all my fault...
i hope dhat we'll still remain as friend like before okok??
i just want you to be happy:)

take good care...misses^^

Blogs Is Alive Once Again:)

2009-05-09T22:37:00.000-07:00

hey guys...
ii am here to update my half dead bloggie aqain...i am so sorry,because i didn have homeleave due to some reason......
about 2 month plus didn qo home le luhhs...
&& now ii am atleast able to use com here le cause i finally finish my consequances here le....
have been get into trouble for dhe pass month luhhhss._l_what the!!~

Baby,, 1more plus week,we are together for 4 month le... time pass fast.. you promised you will wait for me till ii discharge... i hope you will keep ur promise bahhhs... iloveyou && missyou so muchhh!!!~~ii left 1 more year to go....

will update soon...

2009-02-28T18:32:00.000-08:00

4thMonth=)) 14more months left!!~

Today came 0ut for homeleave at 12plus after my dance lesson inn my hostel... tiredd luhh...**yownn* Reach home le contact baby,dhen went to his house nn slack norhh..humphhh!~ you neo whatt,, ii found out that everytime when somethinq is n my mind or when ii was about to say it out,,My Baby will say it out first de lehh... always take away what ii wanted to say de norhhs...dhen end up ii nth to say de..Actually wanted to qo jp mit sweetheart de,budden quite late le, so didn qo lo . we qo downstairs slackk at about 7plusplus,,after dhat rainnn...wooohhooo!!~~its damn cold mann..freezinq cold luhh... after awhile ii jiu qo home le luhh.

Tomorrow needa qo out le luhhsss...sian diaoo...latest post will be post next weekend provied if ii dun have homeleave luhh.. *touch wood*

taggies repliedd below...

BELLA=ALIOS:yupps...BAbyBaby,, imissyou lehhsss...wake up wake up,,piqqy...hehesss...hope

later can mit los..... i love yous forever <33

BELLA=AMELIA:yos precious,imissyou so muchh nahhss... life still dhe same norhhs...you??

dun become ahlian horhs,,later end up like me dhen you neo uhhh...hahass.wll

last de,,thx thx... mit up reall soon lehh... guaii guaii nahs...

BELLA=CELIA:LOLs..okkayys okkayys... you have any problems also come find me bahhs...

wun churp le nahhs.. mit up soon too yeahh...tctc

BELLA=HUITING:panpan,ii miss yous too nahhs..muackkkkksssss...realli needa find

time mit up ler...&&&&&LAST LONG LONG!!~~

2009-02-21T06:45:00.000-08:00

wahhhhhkakakakasssss..... 2weeks no home leave le ... uhh hahhh,,finally today have homeleave lerh... so happy lahhsss...mit up baby for dhe whole dayy... slack slack slackk...
borinq nahhs,,budden can c baby jiu happy le xDD wahahahassssss........baby,iloveyous
ii know my bloq is kinda dead nn more worse with some lame childish kids spamminq at my taqqie... my goodnesss,,so lame uhhsss....kinda stupid of them spamminqqqq...
ii dun care what dhey say either...&& thanks alot fwens nn baby dhat help me to stop those kids from spamminq.

i ❤ PSF--Me,MeiHui&PohYin....

PSF PahBueyToh!!!

SPAMMERSSSSS
this bloq belonqs to me nn ii cann write whatever i want to... what ii wanna say is my daiji,,you all dun need huan lo or chup qiu.....ii dunn need little kids to comment about me!!! its too childishh... as what ii said inn my Disclaimer,, if uu dun like me,,call me out nn tok durinq weekend lahhs... whye spamm behind dhe com??? ii know uu very wuji de,,so whye not just come out nn tok lahhh....dun act like a kiddy okkkk...

2009-01-31T22:50:00.000-08:00

Taqqies Replied here!!~

Alios: babybaby i miss u!!!! come out faster la:)
Bella:baby,,imy toos...c you tml in sku bahhs...
MEL: Hope will be set free soon!!! :]
Bella:Yeahhh,,Thankks Alot!
alios: baby at hostel guai guai hor hahas i wait for u la see u tml ,tagged & linked!:)hahas kekekke
Bella:will de will de...
PeiQi: Jie link me Anyway last long with alios
Bella: Linkedd:) will de,thanks<33
Amelia: Ohkkays ,precious .. do lastlonq (:
Bella:okkays,,thxthx:)
Celia: yah, bestie, do last lonq. ^^ Hope our new year wish that time wrote in IMM will come true worhs!! And nice bloq.
Celia: hahahs. yeah. ^^ Takecares. Linked.
Bella:Thanks alot...hope urs will come true too..imy,mit up soon!!
Alyssa: nah , your tag (: meetup real soon ! link me <3's
Bella:thxthx..you're Linkedd <33

2009-01-31T22:42:00.000-08:00

Yesturday homeleave luhhss... so happy..took train toqether with sweetheart till juronqeast interchanqe dhen we all jiu qo seprate way to qo home le.dhen after dhat,,went to jp to mit baby,weiqi,yishu,zhenhao && his qirlfwenn...we qo zone x play DDR...aqrhhssss,,very lonq nvr playy,laqq le luhhhhh.....dhen after dhatt abt 5 smth went to zhenhao hse to eat steamboat luhhs,dhen his fwen came nn dii siao siao luhh,,we lauqh till siao lahhhh...dhen qo play cardd awhile jiu qo home lerhhh... what a dayy,,,tml need qo back le luhhh...siann...

We Are So Bored && We Indeed Took Alot Alot Alot Of Photossss.....

iloveyous<33

Reflections<33

My Evil Twins Peek-a-boo;i see you!!~SweetHearts<33iloveher&&sheloveme..

At BoonLay 175 there de playqround:)

WeiQi lose his balance

ZhenHao,Alios&weiqi's Qian Shou Guan Yin..
The Kiddy Side Of Them

2009-01-26T22:15:00.000-08:00

hello hellos everyone!!~this is my new blog uhhs...
reqret deletinq my blog last time lurhhs...wakakakasss.cos last time too lazy bloqq....

will try to update my bloqq often lurhhh.....

Link && taqq me w0rhhs xDD

went out with baby , yishu && weiqi today,,we g0 jp arcade dhen when qo dwn stairs dhe 7-11 thr sm0ke...saw jiawen nn his fwens....we sm0ke finish le dhen q0 Mac peii weiQi eat lurhh..dhen jiawen nn his 0ne humourous fwenn came to me with two oranqes nn say happy new yr...

hahahasss...wuxim nahh...

budden dhe yishu q0 take de two oranqes & put in his mac flurry ice cream cup... wahhhssss......

dhen we went to void deck nn smoke lo,,jiawen they all follow aqainn,,more && more ppl came lo...we qo whr,dhey qo whr...

they keep makinq us lauqh nn lauqh n lauqh luhhh....

weiQi & yiShu wanna avoid dhemn mahh... so ask me nn baby faster q0 up dhe bloqq...

wahhhsss,,ended up we lykk playinq blk catchinq liddat luhh...

after dhat abt 8plus we went to bl pasar nn slack slack slack lo...

ii went up to my daddy hse to take anqbao luhh....
abt 12plus take cab h0me..

what a tirinq dayyy!!~

At Home Before mitinq Baby&Fwens