Sometimes, I really can’t understand this.

I thought only boyfriends never last but friends do.

Perhaps, I was wrong...

Good friends step in while others steps out.

Good friends care while other doesn’t bother.

Good friends comfort during one feels disappointed

But not by disappointing them & doing the opposite.

Yes, things happen.

Life is like this. But I just can’t accept this.

I’m just far too disappointed….

All the memories just let me felt this way…

Disappointing is the only word I could describe.

Totally Speechless.

I really don’t know is it worth it to do all this.

It really doubts me a lot!!

When will you just start to understand the feelings?

It’s hurt!! It’s really does... it do matters…

Lastly, I seriously doubt your words a lot ….

There’s so much I didn’t say...

In fact it’s just too much…

HardCore StudyTime:(

hey guys...it has been really a long time since i last updated this Dead blogggg....
after so much things happening...&finally,i've got my Homeleave man...(sat 9am-mon 9am)
it has been like 8month since i last go home....
heres a summary of my 2 days of homeleave......
Sat met Meihui @ about 2plus,then went to bugis walk walk.... window shopping....
nothing much intrest us nahhs,so didn't buy anything....
then went to take neoprints...hahahas.....
walk everywhr & then go eat mac luhs...eat le meihui went to mit her friends
&& i went to mit colleen at otram thr...about 8 sit cab home...
Today woke up early in the morning & went to church at tampines with mum...
about 10plus met colleen&&meihui at tampines mall...
wahhhs,they cab down siol...bought a sunglasses while waiting for them...
go watch movie-2012..
omfg,the movie damn scary cann...i think me and meihui is the only 2 shouting in the cinema luhs....
when buying tickets,we do something real retard...
we paid for the ticket,&& guess what,,
we just walk off without taking the ticket...dumb yeahhs...*laughs**
then after movie so shopping....
tireddd siollllll moring till night lehh...
i bought this cute care bear...hahahahassss.ilovecarebear^^
about 7plus me&meihui took mrt back luhhs...colleen left at about 4plus i think...
sian lahhs,tomorrow needa go out again,,
think next sat then can update yeahhsss....


DayOutWithChocolate
Tampines One
NEOPRINTSSSSS<33

To the foolishh idiot out there^^
lols..^^
heyyss...this few days seems better,do you think so?
is good that your exams are over..i am still having my study time cann.... wth?
humphhhh...imissyou lahhs... someone out there thought that the previous post i wrote is for him...hahaha!~
but you know,its for you...
Anywayy,takecare of yourself uhh,this few days weather is like HELL..
don't be like me horhhh,sick lerhhsss,,exam sure affect dao...haisssT.T
so,you are going school next wednesday right? if i'm not wrong?
whatever it is,you know i love you&i'll never give up...
&& you know something,the 2 letter i wrote for you just simpliy 'ton' in your locker for 4days..OMGs,luckily i remind you...
haishhhT>T that was really sad...
you didn't even notice there is something else inside other than your favorite food!!~
hahahassss...hungry ghost^^

imissyou;iloveyou.so muchhhhh...
Remember our fairytale love;Over forever love story...
you'll never ever be replace!!<33
WOAINIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII

A BIG BIG HELLOS to everyone ...
lols^^it has been a week yeahh,since i last updated...
humphhhh...
Alright,lets start with monday..
i've got my english paper 1&2,goshh!!~ i really doubt i will pass luhhh..haishhT.T
then as usual tues-thur normal lesson & Friday was my History&Maths paper 1..
And you know what,i didn't manage to complete all my papersssss...that was really badddd!!~
Than yesturday was a "study day", i just spend my whole day studying for my science & thinking of what to do with my art!!!~ohhhssss..
& of cause,today wasn't a good day lahhs. i've got this bad sore throat&flu...
sniffffffffff!!!~making me so giddy...but still,,hahasss,,i updated my bloggieessss...
today i've just got this real bad news...
i just simpliy don't know when then i'll get my homeleave...
it has been like 7month i last get my homeleave cann... wth??!~
i am indeed dying soon...
i really wonder how will tonight be like.... && i really hope my sorethroat&flu will recover soon... i'm suffering mannn....T.T
Hahas.tomorrow no school.. really wish tomorrow will be a better dayy...

my AIAI is discharging soon,,,ohhhmyyy,,i'am gonna miss her...don naughty kkayyyssss!!~
thats all for the moment bahhs...
next week zai update...

IMISSMYFRIENDSSSSS<33

Hey guyssssss....
i am backkkk...
sorry for not replying any taggies & living my blog dead...
i wasn't free for the period of time till now,
so thats why i am back here start posting again..
&making sure that my blog will stay ALIVEEEEE....
LOLs^^
Thing happened & everything is now changing,,,
at the same time,perharps,i am changing too...
everythings wasn't going smoothly...
facing obsticle&trying to overcome it......
OhhhMyyyy....
i am so tired sometimessss.....don't even know that am i really able to overcome everything...

To someone(i suppose that you'll know)
Sometimes,i really don't understand this....
We do love each other ,but why can't we be together?....
i really wonder... & sometimes,i do doubt your wordsss......
Am i really suitable to you???
Quralls after quralls...when will it end??
i am getting tired,infact,i am.
don't you???or even,, won't you???
i will really pray for everything to end soon...
if you find out that you are gonna back out now,
maybe,its better...for you&me?.
its your choice....
To you,,,i may be childish?i may be unreasonable?i don't know...
But this is who i am&i won't change for anyone...
please do takecare...
i wonder if you would see this...
but let me tell you this,,
what i said before is all true&i do meant what i say....
is not too late to back out now than later...atleast it won't hurt me that much...
please don't be too late.....

hey guys...
sorry for not updating for a month:( i wasnt able to use computer....
once i have homeleave,i'll contact you guys nn update everything okk...


Specially For You...(i hope you'll see this)
things happen so suddenly,our relationship has ended...240109-310509.
At dhe moment i still cant let you go...
but i promise i will give up soon alright???
i hope you can find your happiness that i cant give you ok??
stay with her forever,i wish you all dhe best...
i didn blame you at all,its all my fault...
i hope dhat we'll still remain as friend like before okok??
i just want you to be happy:)

take good care...misses^^

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